{"id":194,"date":"2006-11-06T23:19:51","date_gmt":"2006-11-07T03:19:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/?p=194"},"modified":"2006-11-06T23:19:51","modified_gmt":"2006-11-07T03:19:51","slug":"speechless","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/?p=194","title":{"rendered":"Speechless"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Before tonight&#8217;s school board + city council work session (both uncapitalized because they seem frivolous compared to where my thoughts are today), I went to the hospital.<\/p>\n<p>Mostly, to try to be supportive of <a target=\"_blank\" title=\"atomictumor\" href=\"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/www.atomictumor.com\">AT<\/a>, whose saga of the past week is absolutely heartbreaking.\u00c2\u00a0 I got a little lost in the newly-rearranged hospital, and didn&#8217;t get there before he went in for his 5:30 visit, but Daco and Mrs. Daco came by, and we waited together for a while.<\/p>\n<p>About 6:20, we were granted a couple of passes at the desk, and a nice young doc let us through the doors to CCU.\u00c2\u00a0 We probably weren&#8217;t supposed to be there, but there we were.<br \/>\nNo words came, but I stroked BJ&#8217;s hand to let her know &#8212; to let her feel &#8212; that she is loved and treasured.\u00c2\u00a0 That I still have hope.\u00c2\u00a0 What strikes me even now is the soft skin of a young woman&#8217;s hands&#8230;\u00c2\u00a0 a woman who is probably a decade from looking in the mirror to see her first dreaded wrinkle&#8230; and yet, she lies at the brink.<\/p>\n<p>This afternoon&#8217;s desperate prayer was decidedly less conversational, but a simple tear-soaked plea: in the New Testament, a woman was healed by simply reaching out to touch the hem of Jesus&#8217; coat.\u00c2\u00a0 BJ can&#8217;t reach out, so I asked that He simply walk by, and allow the hem of his coat to simply brush her hand.\u00c2\u00a0 I know he&#8217;s there; just walk by, just close enough.<\/p>\n<p>Whether that touch results in healing or salvation (or both) is up to God.\u00c2\u00a0  Please keep praying with me for her.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Before tonight&#8217;s school board + city council work session (both uncapitalized because they seem frivolous compared to where my thoughts are today), I went to the hospital. Mostly, to try to be supportive of AT, whose saga of the past &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/?p=194\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/194"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=194"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/194\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=194"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=194"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.citizennetmom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=194"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}